The Light Inside of Me by Su1cidalNightmare, literature
Literature
The Light Inside of Me
Before you run away
Just listen to me, please
I can't take this pain
Without you next to me
You're the part of me
That i need the most
Without you i would scream
Without you i would die
You are the shining light
That keeps me from the dark
That keeps me from my hell
And absorbs me in your arms
You taught me to see
The light inside of me
Why did you leave me here
In this dark depressing place
Why are you punishing me this way
Where has my sanity gone?
Did it leave with you
When you Left me alone?
Its so cold and dark here
I cant see anymore
I'm scared of the unknown
I don't know what is here with me
Something evil?
Maybe its not human
It terrifies me
I cant bare to look
I just want to be saved
I remember how happy we were
And how much we spoke
I remember how much we kissed
And how much we loved
But i also remember
The lie that destroy us
I remember the pain i felt
And how much i cried that night
I remember the worst parts
And i forgot the rest
I closed my eyes
Wanting to go back
To our first date
To where we were both so happy
She is pretty
But not beautiful
She is skinny
But not Beautiful
She uses her body to get male attention
She isn't beautiful
Yet he looks at her with lust
Not knowing that i know
It angers me
It upsets me
Then i feel worthless
And ugly
Because i am not tall
Not pretty
And definitely not skinny
i hate my body
And i am not confident
I wish he would look at me
The way he looked at her
At the edge of the cliff i sit
Looking down into the darkness
That seems to be my life
Where has my light gone?
Where is my love?
It so cold here
and so dark
I wish i had the light of my soul
But i can't find it
It's gone forever
Standing as i think of the hurt you caused
I take one step and then another
Towards my darkness
Towards my demise
I close my eyes
Then i fall
And now i'm gone
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my beautiful brooke
9 October 2011 at 23:37
i never think for one second that i would ever lose u but wen it did it was the most heart breaking thing i have ever went through, i felt u on monday move around like normal kicking the hell out me (maybe u were trying to tell me sumthing) , then i go get checked out on the thrusday as i was worried and ur heartbeat drops to 20 so they rush me to theartre for a c-section and by the time wen got there ur heart had stopped. in that few seconds everything changed now my baby girl is in heaven i'll never get to hear her cry or see the colour of her eyes or watch her smile or make her giggle but i did